Nobody loves a robot when she’s sixty!

Alright, having done a sadly serious piece over on the other blog, lets do something very silly here, just to try and cheer me up!

One of the things about all the various forums I’m on, is that there are an awful lot of regulars, who have been there a while, like me, but every so often, someone new arrives, and makes themselves known. Quite often, they stay for a short period of time, then never show up again. Well, some stay, but you get my drift…?

Yes, one of these moments struck at Fembot Central in the last week or so, some guy arrived ‘loudly’, announcing he was looking to own a fembot, and all that sort of stuff. No, before you get any ideas, he doesnt mean it for real, all he is looking for is probably a one off role play, and that will almost certainly be that. Given that under normal circumstances, time for myself is pretty much zero, and the fact that I did all of that sort of thing 10-15 years ago, I passed it by.

So anyway, the next day, I have one of those ‘private message’ things from him, asking if I was interested in his offer. It may be something to do with the fact that there are very few females active on there, other than those who charge ‘considerable sums’ for their services, movies, or phone line wise, so he decided to try his luck.

Basically I replied, saying that if it was just for role-play, then no, I wouldnt be interested. If he really wanted me to live as a fembot, or he was actually going to transform me into one, to sell himself accordingly. To be fair to him, he said that maybe that was an idea, and could we chat on Skype, or something? Yes, that wasnt the answer I was expecting.

So anyway, fair is fair, at this point, before he got ‘over excited’, I thought I’d better point out one thing to him, my age. Lets be fair, its not fair for a guy to expect a pretty young thing, as a fembot in his life, and then get an old maid like me, even just on text chat. Yes, got a message back, which wasnt actually ageist, but made it very clear I didnt fit the perfect fembot image of his dreams! Not that I blame him, unless he was going to actually transform me, but besides all that…

Before you ask, no, he hasnt logged into Fembot Central since then, anyway! Whether it was me, and the situation, or just the lack of nubile, non professional (paying) young fembots, who knows? All I know is, seemingly a fembot who is nearly 60 isnt going to get love!

Tonights video. Well I knew this song, but had no idea what I would find for it on You Tube, but this seemed a good option!


My 3 most popular postings.

Do you know something? Apart from the home page on here, the 3 most popular pages on this blog are at least three and a half years old? And no, I dont just mean in the sense that they’ve been here longer than the rest, I mean in the sense that if I look at my stats for the last year, the last quarter, and even the last month, these 3 postings would either top the list, or be very close to doing so.

Yes, I suppose you’ve guessed it, they’re all related to robots, brainwashing devices, and silver suits that a robot could use! So in that sense, you could say my desire to be brainwashed, or mind controlled, and turned into a robot, or obedient drone seems a popular matter. The only irony of all this for me, no one has ever offered to let me even roleplay such a scenario for real, even if I’ve asked nicely, from time to time.

To save you trying to work out which they might be, and looking for them, and probably boosting their numbers even more, those 3 blogs are

Indeed, in last years review stats, the silver bodysuit one was by the far the most popular for the year, 3 years after I wrote it! And still no one has offered to buy, or design me a really good/kinky silver bodysuit to wear, regardless of whether they, or it is capable of erasing my mind lol!

Yes, as the first one says, if the situation was about to become real, I was about to be brainwashed, and turned into a mindless robot, would I be so keen on the idea? I still suspect the answer would be yes, but as the years pass by, it does seem less likely I’m even going to get the chance to roleplay it, let alone have it happen in reality, to make the choice.

I must admit, I did sort of hope that while I was in Hollywood, some inventive, independent film maker might jump at the chance of playing out such a scene, if I advertised the concept again, but no, the chance never arose. I did ask in the blog, but in vain. Yes, I know its sort of weird, sort of kinky, but if its voluntary, and its not for real…ah well!

Yes, I know, maybe the blog needs a new post on one, or all of these subjects, and in a better way than this. And yes, I will, if someone can give me a fresh way to look at it, other than how I covered it in these 3 postings. So, if its what you want, readers, and seemingly it is, give me that route to write about them again.

Oh, and yes, if anyone wants to roleplay in real life (online just doesnt work for me, no suit, helmet, or electrodes, or other things), I’d still very much love to do it. And if there is some scientific genius out there, who can do it for real, let me know, I probably wouldnt say no!

Fine, the video, a neat piece of mind control stuff, from a film now nearly 50 years old

Popularity thing?

Its funny how things go, isnt it? One of the things you get with WordPress, is plenty of stats, and for me at least, they make interesting reading. Apart from the obvious home page one, do you know the post that simply stands out above all others for hits, even now, its the one about the real silver suit, designed for a robot wannabee robot like me! Possibly I guess, because if anyone types ‘silver robot suit’, or just ‘robot suit’ into Google, then I guess it must come reasonably high up the list?

Of course, the amusing thing is, that for all the hits it gets, not one offer of a suit has ever come my way from any designer, or a roboticist offering to change me so that I dont actually need a suit lol! I know, the odds on any designer actually reading this is less than say, the robot fetishists of this world, but you would have hoped for some crossover at least.

Interestingly, the brainwashing helmet piece also does quite well, though I’m not expecting to the same degree to get offered a chance to try one of them out for real as well lol! Surely a good roleplay version (with, or without electrodes) could be designed by someone, and at least try that out on me.

Of course, a combination of both would be pure heaven lol! And before you ask, no, the robot hypnosis idea doesnt seem to get many hits, it seems to be more the techy, fantasy stuff that attracts readers, I cant think why? 😉

Any offers on any of the above? Probably not, but no harm in asking.

The video, well you could say this is apt. One thing is for sure, its not new, and equally sure, that woman in the video isnt me, I would only have been 14 or 15 at the time this was made.

Brainwashing, roleplay style

To complete the trilogy. Food for thought, maybe?

Maybe, just maybe, wiping the mind clean through hypnosis, temporarily or longer is possible, with a willing candidate at least? But as this would need a highly competent hypnotist prepared to do such a thing, who the ‘victim’ could trust to reboot them as a human safely afterwards, its not a likely event. Clearly for someone like me, being left as a robot for a while once tranced and wiped (say, about an hour or so) would be something I wouldnt mind trying. Or, maybe not totally wiped, but no more than a passenger in my body, unable to think for myself, while obeying commands given to me. One thing is for certain, if you couldnt write a good mind control robotisation story after that, I dont know lol!

Could be done, but find someone prepared to do something like that, while being trustworthy enough to let them play with your blank mind for an hour or two, probably not the easiest combination to find lol. Still more likely than finding someone with a proper brainwashing machine all the same. Of course, with something like that you might not get your mind back after an hour or two, but… 😉

But anyway, lets get back to what this piece is about, a brainwashing roleplay scene. Nothing permanent, not even anything temporary in real life, just a scene where it might look like, or even more so, feel like, you are actually being brainwashed, even if its only in your active imagination!

The simplest solution is something very basic, like a cycle, or motorcycle helmet. Couple of well positioned pads of some kind over the ears, or on the forehead could work as the brainwashing electrodes, though clearly they have to be noticeable to the wearer. You could actually use electrode pads, connected up or otherwise, but that isnt critical. Clearly going down the actual electrode pad route, you really do need to connect them up, and have a control box handy, just not switch it on lol! That just adds to the reality of things, knowing it wont be switched on, but it could be. Heightens the tension is the term that comes to mind, I guess? Or, if you really want the “victim” to wonder, switch it on really low!

The other route is the good old fashioned chair, or table, with some sort of headset, something a la chair in the hairdressers that you get put under to dry your hair. Though clearly the aim of this would be to clean the mind, not dry the hair lol! Instead of sucking the dampness out of your hair, sucking the braincells out of your mind! Its doable, its creatable, a large bucket or the like could be the brainwashing chamber? Of course a combination of both could work even better lol!

So brainwashing can be quite a simple roleplay, I guess? 😉 Certainly no equipment as complex as this is needed, thats for sure.

To be honest, a robotisation roleplay doesnt really need any more, though clearly in that case, electrodes could actually be used powered up, on parts of the body, to add to the effect. Nipple clamps could also be attached, that would be equally as shocking as a few volts passing through you lol! Might be tricky wearing a silver body suit, but with just silver leggings …?

Of course some probably have ideas of their own, quite possibly some more ‘delicious’, and possibly more exciting than mine? Hopefully someone is thinking to himself that thats tame compared to what he’s thinking about lol!

So, if there is anyone out there, other than one I already know, who fancies brainwashing (rp, or hypnosis), or even robotising me (same things, I guess) then drop me a line, make me an offer, and… who knows? 😉

A robot state of mind

Its fair to say that the idea of posting on this matter came up because of talk about Lex’s films on the Forum that I got involved in.

The subject was getting someone acting as a robot to really fulfil the part. Funnily enough, the look isnt the trickiest bit, though I suspect to get the really blank eyed look might require an eye drop or two? No, its the really complex stuff, and I should know it, of being able to talk, and walk like a robot, quite often both at the same time.

Yes, fine, you can do it for a short while without disturbance while keeping focussed, but I used to find the slightest disturbance would knock you out of rhythm, especially if you were trying to do both at the same time! Given hypnosis is generally supposed to be a light trance, would it make it easier (as in making you able to ignore disturbances) or harder (light trance being easy to drop out of, suppoosedly) to stay in a robot state of mind, and body of course, for the walking side of things?

I guess a deep trance could take away the problems, but that is supposed to take some time to reach, but I assume that if you could, then quite a developed robot state could be reached? But how much you can ‘switch off’ human thought capacity, I really dont know, could you take someone to a truly robotic state? How long could they safely be kept there if they could? I’ve never been under for more than an hour or so at a time, but how long, in reality, could someone stay hypnotised?

No, I have no plans to do any ‘naked’ or ‘semi naked’ films. At my age, I doubt anyone would want to see me like that anyway! But, would I do a silver suited one, well that might be fun! Nothing sexual though please, I’m British and asexual lol! But an obedient, hypno-bot, well that might just be fun I guess? The thing is, I assume I would have to dress in the silver suit first, and then be hypnotised, would be pretty tricky to get me into it otherwise I guess?

Maybe one day I will be hypnotised, hopefully pretty deeply into believing I’m really a robot, its as much as is likely to happen at present I guess. Also I’d still love to do a really intense transformation scene, but that seems even less likely at present, sadly. Its one thing where getting older doesnt help, it makes you less of an attractive target lol!

A real silver bodysuit

I dont deny being the owner of a few silver zentai suits in my time, here is a picture of me in one of them

Some might have seen it a while back, but for others it will be something new. And beyond the avvie pic here, its all you’re getting for now lol!

Agreed, I havent actually worn any of them for a while, its the one change that seems to have come about because my days off are not always in pairs anymore, and therefore time to chill as a robot is harder to come by. The main snag for that with a zentai suit is the obvious one you can tell from the picture, you cant do a lot else while wearing one. Visibility is restricted, even more so when you need glasses like I do to see much. And obviously the sense of touch is affected too, fine for a robot, but not so good for getting things done, shall we say. Typing in a mittened hand is bad enough, try do things around the house while wearing one lol! Obviously this robot doesnt need to be restrained at all times, but if anyone wants to do so, and either ‘plug me in’, or ‘upgrade my programming’, well I might not say no!

I know some know my loving for the fantasy at least of wearing latex, and yes, a silver latex catsuit would be wonderful. But given the time needed to get into latex, plus my figure, and maturity, well its not that viable lol! Zentai is in fact very comfortable to wear, and quite good material, even if some would say a bit soft for a robot. Might be better with a metal(lic) breast plate attached, though how possible that is, I havent a clue? Eye slits, and a mouth opening (zip or plain opening) would be handy extra touches for long term wear too. oh, and a crotch opening of course, that was usually the factor that brought a robot session to an end in all honesty! Clearly if it looked like a certain robot from Metropolis, so much the better, but thats just being greedy! Skull cap type headpiece (with or without electrodes, functional or otherwise) would certainly be fun within the suit too.

Dont know how practical the idea is, I guess thats why I’m tossing it up here, just in case someone knows someone, or otherwise? Cost, you tell me, for the perfect robot suit I could live in for decent periods of time, and get on with life, well its worth a bit, so…but cant deny it, there are times when I do miss not just being able to slip into a silver ‘robot’ suit, let the mind relax, and let the suit take control of me. Oh, alright, the last item is pure fantasy, but would be fun.

Any designers out there, or know anyone who could customise such a suit for me? Would make a fantastic Christmas present to myself, I must admit.

Fantasy v Reality

Yes, there are times when even I wonder if there would be a difference in my attitude to the concept of being turned into a mindless, obedient robot if it was about to become reality, or indeed could become so. I dont think there is, but I guess its one of those things that, until its really about to happen, you just dont think too deeply about it.

As a fantasy, it really works for me, indeed its something I find the concept of to be a very hot, and exciting one. Sat (or laid) there, very restrained, very wired up, and either a helmet, either arcing electricity, or just about to, straight into my brain to brainwash, and/or robotise me, or by using an electrode cap to do the same, a very exciting one. And no, I dont think I’d feel any differently if it was about to happen for real, but…

I dont think I would resist in the slightest if it was going to happen for real, but at the same time I do wonder if some sort of survival instinct would kick in, causing me to try to resist, however futile it was. I guess the safest way to find out would be some form of roleplay, where I dont know whats going to happen next, and I have no control over events, which I assume to be a robot transformation scene. Yes, theoretically at present I know technology doesnt exist for turning humans into robots, but if someone could really set up the scene, and get inside your head that it might just be real, it would be fascinating to see how I reacted mentally to that. But lets face it, the chances of finding someone prepared to do that are pretty slim to say the least! I know it still wouldnt be reality, or I assume not, but…

And yes, alright, I do tend to get a fit of the giggles when I go to the hairdressers, and go under those hairdrying devices. Sadly none have made any attempt to brainwash me as yet though, lol! Well not that I’ve noticed at least! But again, the fantasy of being brainwashed, and the reality of it happening to me might just be 2 different things anyway.

But for now, I’m happy to go on dreaming, and fantasising, and maybe one day this question will truly arise. Hopefully one day I can at least be in a roleplay scenario that feels so real, that I can make a call on that, but wont hold my breath for even that happening.

Unless you know different…?