I am your automatic lover!

No, seriously, I’m not, and you wouldnt want me as that either, not in my current human form at least. Yes, among other things, I’m 59, and if you want a fantasy sexbot, she’s going to look a lot younger than that! But fine, something happened today, that… well…I might get to find out what life as one is like! Oh fine, I wish!

Earlier this week, on Fembot Central, a request appeared from a TV company making a documentary about the current upgrades in sex dolls, and the challenge of creating a robot, that is almost human enough to be a partner for someone. In truth, I know most of the people there (to some degree, I dont blame them) treat anything like this with deep suspicion, and avoid talking to these people. Me, well, in my current human self, have no interest in sex, or emotions, but hey, anything fembot related, I’ll try to help.

So I have, and did. I spoke to the lady dealing with this research on the phone this morning, and in fact got a whole positive vibe to the whole thing. We spent about 40 minutes talking, and lets face it, I’m not seeking to ever have sex with a robot. Sex as a robot, now that might be fun, but with one, no, I think my days of sex, of my own volition are long gone!

Anyway, the chat continued, and it seems the company working on this development are based in San Diego. So I mentioned that I wouldnt mind seeing their place, and work, if possible when in California in May. So, said lady is going to check with the film unit working out of LA, and the company in San Diego, and I might be part of the action! No, I dont expect to be genuinely turned into a sexbot, but a woman can hope! Might get a makeover, just maybe, and then I could act the part, but…?

Oh fine, if they want to experiment on turning a human into a robot, I wont say no, mind! I suspect more likely the unit might let someone experience what life as a sexbot would be like (without the sex), that would be interesting in itself. To be fair to them, currently its in the very early stages of upgrading sex dolls, to sexbots.

So no, for now at least, I’m not going to say I’ve got that big US filming break just yet, but maybe, just maybe? And related to robots, pure heaven! I know, this is me, but…fingers crossed!

Right, video. This is a recent remix of a 70’s disco style song, and given I put up the original before, albeit about 6 years ago, lets roll with this. No, not sure which outfit I’d rather wear lol!

 

Just to add, if anyone reading this wants to help, or get involved themselves in anyway…

Raw TV are making a documentary looking at the evolving emotional and physical relationships between humans and robots. We are interested in speaking to people who have experienced genuine feelings towards robots, either emotional or sexual. Please get in touch with Carla on robots@raw.co.uk mid-April 2017. There’s no obligation to take part and all information will be kept confidential. Thank you. (Over 18s only)

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Someone sends me flowers!

No, before anyone gets over excited, starts making wedding plans for me, and anything else, its nothing like that! For one thing, they’re from a woman, and I know nowadays, but she doesnt rock that way lol! In fact, if she hadnt had ‘fun’ with the website, I suspect it would have been this,

alien-suit

or something similar, but when, and where I would have actually worn it, I have no idea. Mind, if someone wants to provide me with the matching flying saucer…? πŸ˜€

Yes, its a lovely floral display, with some silver, and gold in it, anyone would think she knew me far too well? I meant to take a picture today, but it hasnt happened, so for now, you’ll have to believe me. Even if I had, I’d have to find the lead to let me download it to here, so…lol. πŸ˜›

She’s actually one of a pair of Facebook friends I’m hoping I can get to meet next September, but given I’m not sure exactly what my long time friend has planned for me, I havent got anything concrete on that. I’m also hoping to get to New Hampshire to be brainwashed, sorry, hypnotized, so that I can find out more about my past life self. So throw in a proper break for both of us, and…we will see!

Yes, before you ask, its an early Christmas present, love it. Actually, I have been given another present already, today in fact. Yes, a lock for my metal collar, great stuff! It is currently locked, though I have the key still in it, for both quick release, if needed, and because with the issues with my fingers, I’m not sure how quickly I could put the key in, get the collar off, and stuff, if I didnt! Now, if I had that matching alien suit lol…A dominant alien controlling submissive little me, hmm? πŸ˜‰ Or a nice robot suit, or…? Oh fine, if anyone other than S needs measurements, let me know, OK? πŸ˜‰

All other presents will actually be waiting until Boxing Day, as the rest of the household here are away until then, after tomorrow, and I’m going to wait until they get back to open mine. I would ask if anyone wanted to turn me into a robot for the Christmas period (by any means), but I’m on feeding duties for cats, and gerbils, so maybe not, sadly. Still, for a day, or so…? I finish work Thursday evening, go back next Thursday lunchtime, if anyone wants to offer? No, probably not!

OK, the video. A total misnomer, but its a lovely song, and does mention flowers, so…

All I Want For Christmas Is…

Yes, we’ve reached December already, and I’m sure everybody is looking forward to finding out what I want for Christmas…not! Well, at least one of these items is (as far as I know) not actually available, and another would require someone with more money, than sense, but yes, a few of these would be fairly cheap, but I still dont expect anyone to want to know an address to send them to, somehow. But if you do, you have 3 weeks, so… πŸ˜‰

Firstly, lets start with the ‘you have no chance’ item, because its a silly place to start. Yes, that wicked woman named Betsy has struck again, by making me wear what sounds like the ultimate robot suit in her story this week. If anyone wants to know, or create anything like it, here’s the link

http://192.155.80.152/ThreeFingers/ThreeFingers3.html

That takes you straight to the relative chapter, arent I kind?

In truth, I’d love any reasonable robot suit to wear, ideally one that will control my movements, or make them more robotic at least. Yes, one that takes control of all thinking processes would be amazing, but fine, not really likely, is it? πŸ˜‰ But yes, any creative robot suit look, just write for measurements lol!

Then lets do the ‘If someone has more money, than sense’ option, then the obvious option is to pay for me to fly to LA next May, in as much luxury as possible. Oh, and a nice hotel/apartment to stay in, for 10 days of course! Yes, I know equally not going to happen, but at least it could be done, if someone has too much money laying around!

Yes, we go downhill fast lol. Next is the ‘generous benefactor’ option, though sadly, unlike Marion Davies, I dont have a Hearst figure in my life! Its time to get my semi-perm make up topped up next year, and though I’m back in work, a financial boost to pay for something like this at the moment, would be handy, it will take a while to build the money up again for that.

Alright, we are now down to the cheap, and cheaper options. I have a collar I can wear at home, but would love something I could wear out to work, and things. Yes, the very large, and solid metal collar I have doesnt qualify for that! Nor does the cute choker type one with ‘android’ written on it really work for that, either! But fine, I’d like something more subtle, but hopefully with a robot touch, if anyone knows, and wants to buy/make one for me. Beyond that, a lock for the collar would be cheap, and handy. I know, not expensive, and I ought to just get one now, but if anyone wants to feel like they own me?
Lastly, a decent mermaid tail blanket might be fun, I guess?

Oh, and lastly, the job offer I’d love, a theater run, or movie opportunity in the US, even with Trump in charge, oh please! Whats that, a job playing a robot? I wish! A Master, Mistress, or Partner, not sure anyone is that crazy!

The video, might be a clue in the title, just saying…

Any designers out there?

Though in truth, it will be at least a couple of months before my finances start to return to a sane level again, and possibly a bit more, given I’m diligently saving up money for holidays next year (and yes, the pound getting a lot stronger against the dollar again, would help a lot), at the back of my mind, after about 18 months of barely buying anything for myself, has been to treat myself to a little silly something, clothing wise, or in this case, bedtime clothing wise.

Something that has caught my eye, and seems quite popular at present, for both children, and adults, especially women, is something called the mermaid tail blanket. Yes, I think they’re cute, though equally they are a bit more loose fitting than I would ideally love my mermaid tail to be. I know, I’d love something far more akin in both look, and fitting to a real mermaids tail, though I suspect I might not feel the same way about it when trying to get into it, and more pertinently, trying to get out of it, especially if I needed to do so quickly, like in the morning, when I get up!

Fine, the ability while wearing it to be able to breathe underwater would be a nice bonus, I’m not sure how desirable that would be, and certainly beyond technology at present. Fine, if I can ever convince myself that buying one isnt just a silly thing to do, I just might, though probably not, I’m far too practical for things like that, in truth. Yes, fine, if it was more like the fitting of a real mermaid bodysuit, then maybe, but something as loose as that…?

The other nighttime wear that has always caught my eye, and had secret appeal, is the onesie! The only snag is, I want one in a style that they dont seem to produce them in, the robot look! The closest I can find is

https://www.amazon.co.uk/Womens-Luxury-Onesie-Pyjamas-Jumpsuit/dp/B017HL6YUE/ref=sr_1_2?s=clothing&ie=UTF8&qid=1476557899&sr=1-2&keywords=onesie

which is nice, but I’d prefer a more robot look, and obviously something a bit more like a robot shell, which I guess means a little more tight fitting than the standard one. My other snag with the standard ones might be my height. I’m 5′ 9″ tall (1.73 M) and I gather most are designed for shorter women than me!

But just being curious, is there any designer out there who could customize something to fit my desires? Or simply create one, though having said that, as mentioned already, I’m not in a position to spend a fortune on one of these! I doubt it, but if anyone fancies creating, by whatever means, a robot sleep suit, or a mermaid tail, more like a ‘real’ mermaids, then…? The latter, ideally I need a body suit top, though flesh colored would be fine! If I’m going to sleep in it, I need to stay warm, so…

I know, I know, but if you dont ask?

The video, what I might do in one of those outfits, though more likely I might dream of the outfit creator lol!

Anyone want to collar me?

Many years ago, when I was young enough to be a lot more kinky than now, someone bought me the most delicious metal collar. No, so long ago, I cant remember who it was, now! But yesterday, I came across it, and thought I’d try it on again, just one more time, to see what it felt like. Fine, yes, you’ve guessed it, I’m enjoying wearing it again, and in fact I’m doing so, as I type this.

Its not pure metal, though whatever material it is affixed to, it still nicely solid, and nicely tight too! Either my neck has expanded, or someone designed it to fit very snugly on my neck. It has got a fitting for a lock to be attached, but I’m wearing it without one at present, all the same. Mainly because I havent got a lock I could lock it with, but beside that…its probably more discreet for usage if I can remove it reasonably quickly.

Sadly, I never got any more metal suit to match, because as a robot wannabee, I’d love that! Strictly, I have got that cyberman mask, but pretty sure it might be fun putting that on, over the collar. Besides which, that sort of ruins visibility totally, so…not much use for writing blogs, lol.

But yes, irony, I thought I was going to wear it for about 2 minutes maximum, and err, its already up to several hours, at various times! And yes, loving it.

Whats that? Do I need to be owned again? Maybe I do? But yes, fine, its going to cost my new owner something suitable for a robot slave to wear, has to be said! πŸ˜‰ Mind, if you fit electrodes to the collar, that would be a good start, so…

No, I doubt I’m going to get the chance to wear it again, as an owned submissive/slave, but I have this funny feeling that now, today might not be the last time I wear it, even if not owned!

Mind, if anyone wants to make me an offer, feel free to do it here, I might just love it! πŸ˜‰

The video, well, the song title seemed apt, I know nothing about the group, mind.

Looks like I’ve been upgraded!

Oh believe me, I wish that was for real! Mind, if anyone out there reading this is saying, it can be easily done, or even trickily done, then yes please, I’d love it to happen! Feel free to shout, if you can!

So, tell a short story, last weekend, I decided I hadnt done any selfies in quite a while, so thought I’d give it a go. I did do a few at Christmas, but they werent great, so that means the last decent ones were in Hollywood, last October. This time though, I decided to have a bit of fun, and play up the whole robot look, while doing it.

Fine, I got a silver dress out, that I havent worn in a very long time, if ever, given its length, as its the perfect silver metallic look. Fine, for a robot, it needs sleeves, and in truth, it needs to be longer, at my age, given its definitely mini length, well above the knees! So fine, discretion, especially given the state of my knees, I put on a pair of silver leggings as well. The end result, this

Digital Camera
Digital Camera

As I say, too much flesh showing, but given I dont have a long pair of silver gloves, not a lot I could do. But fine, there was one bit of flesh that I could cover up for sure, my face. So tracking down my Cyberman helmet, and attempting to take pictures with limited visibility, I took these

Digital Camera
Digital Camera

Or for those who prefer a close up

Digital Camera
Digital Camera

Sadly, when I took the helmet off, I discovered I was still human underneath it, ah well…

Yes, it would be a lot easier if someone else was taking the photos, especially while wearing the helmet, as you really cant see a lot, wearing that, so if anyone wants to take a few for me like that (I have no funds to pay for lots of expensive photos) for whatever reason, then again, shout.

Or ideally, if someone wants to genuinely turn me into a robot, oh please do!

Right, the video. A tribute to the most famous robot ever, just maybe? Yes, fine, maybe I should have gone with the original, Debbie isnt as strong a singer as she used to be, sadly. Hardly surprising, at her age, but anyway, who am I to talk?

Down At The Club

Yes, anyone who has had the fortune to read my early stuff on the EMCSA, knows that I had a tendency back then to use myself as the, err, victim of events very often. Thankfully, at some point I eventually got out of the habit, though its fair to say that CJ (who strictly is me, as anyone who read, or purchased ‘Hollywood Happening’ would know) is pretty much me, in another identity. I try to base the older version of Clara on as much details of her as I could trace, but yes, fine, she might be submissive, because I am! Other actresses used do tend to be based more on details known about them, which is why Jean might be sassy, but she’s submissive too. Yes, evidence suggests she was, and her parents (using her step father as the father figure) certainly seemed to control her, for sure.

But yes, over the years, the thing that has tickled me the most, is when other people include ‘me’ in a story. Yes, I love it! And this week, we have a story including my Merry Brooks persona, which I absolutely adored. The link to the story, oh sure?

http://192.155.80.152/UnderTheHillFranchiseAliciasVisit/index.html

Oh, and if anyone is offering, I would love to wear that Iron Man suit, believe me! The nipple piercings? Fine, if I must, but given the choice, I’d probably pass. But lets face it, this isnt about my choice, is it? πŸ˜‰ I’m definitely passing on the high wire sex frolics though! Mainly because my physical body isnt up to it, than anything else, but anyway…And yes, if you want to tamper with my mind, to make me even more suitable for the role, more than fine by me!

Yes, feel free to read Betsy’s other stories too, especially the other ‘Under The Hill’ one, which is referenced here, but besides that…

And yes, I really enjoy the honor, when it happens.

OK, the video, a real golden oldie. Yes, you’re right, the clue is in the blog title, no surprise!