Running out of time?!

No, dont panic, or celebrate, if so inclined, no seriously bad news for me, just another fine example of how old age, and physical health is beginning to run me down. Yes, mainly my back!

As regular readers from the past know, one of the outcomes of my back issues which first showed up around this time last year (though it was September before I knew just what it was), was that I eventually had to cut back from a 5 day working week, to a carefully balanced 4 day working week. Monday to Thursday works fine, one day on, one day off, helps with the pain issues, on top of all the lovely meds I need. Snag is, to financially survive, I have to work 2 days in a row, Friday, and Saturday, which only sort of works, even with Sunday off afterwards. Fortunately, up to now, with flexi time build up at work, and holidays, every couple of months or so, I’ve been able to charge the batteries (I wish, for real) by having the odd Saturday off, to give me extra recovery time. Snag is, I dont take time off in height of summer, most people do, and I’m getting older, so…

To be fair to work, most of my issues arent related to there, its the bus journeys to, and from work that are the killers for me. Bumpy roads, less than well padded seats, and even with a brace on, the back aches because of it. Even more so, when, as of late, buses that are supposed to turn up, dont!

Normally, on a non working day, I’m able to cut back the level of meds I need (still not baby stuff), but the last 2, nope, too much pain, even with the brace on. I know, getting older, and it shows. Now, if anyone knows of any form of transport they can provide me with, that could give me some nice, smooth journeys to and from work? (Yes, aliens, a space craft/flying saucer would be wonderful, just saying…Yes, I wish!) Going to be even more ‘fun’ this weekend, as I’m working Friday, Saturday, Monday and Wednesday as per normal, and going to a meeting in Sheffield on Tuesday! Yes, think I might be aching a lot after all of that, just hope I get through! No, not enough in Saturday to at least get a break then, unfortunately. Its Summer holidays, lol…

But yes, believe me folks, getting old is just no fun! And this is all when the weather is lovely and hot! So when it gets cold, and wet, I dread to think? Another term you could use, as well as no fun, is a one word answer, a shame. Which is a very corny lead in to tonight’s video!

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Cruel To be Kind? (Adult Nature)

Hopefully at least some of my readers will understand what I’m getting at, if I mention the pain v pleasure conundrum?

For many with the pain, and pleasure kink, it seems to involve getting smacked, whacked, or something even worse. I know its each to their own, but I really have to admit, thats not my scene. Me, I like my pain to be intense, in a different sort of way.

I suspect thats the robot play thing, for me, because lets face it, robots are obedient creatures, so dont need to be punished by spankings, of any kind! So yes, the areas I like to feel intensity revolve around my nipples, because lets face it, its one of the big charging points, in any scene that you see. Ideally, it involves a ‘little bit’ of electricity being applied, through electrodes, generally a Tens machine, or something like it. Fine, I quite enjoy similar, though lower voltage intensity through the head, and neck as well, very much the robot brainwashing/programming thing, I guess?

But there is a non electrical way to get the nipples tingling as well, any variation of nipple clamps. In some ways, they are more delicious, because though the electricity pulses (more apt for a robot), these little babies stay tightly clipped, until removed. Fine, the really serious ones, I cant take for very long, but the slightly (and I mean only slightly) less intense ones, yes, I can take them, and enjoy them, for a while. Indeed, nowadays, pretty much the only way I can get really aroused, involves a little bit (or more) of pain.

I actually had a nicely nippy pair, that a friend got me, but they went astray when I changed rooms here, and I havent been able to find them, and yes, I’m missing them! But currently, I’m really not prepared to spend money on something like that, that I can live without, when I have very limited money coming in. Anyway, cut a long story short, the subject of spanking came up on one of my more adult forums, and I commented on my personal preferences, and how I was missing them. Anyway, to cut a long story short, one wonderful guy on there has sent me the money to buy some new ones! So yes, I’m going to be a happy girl again, very soon. Hopefully, before I next feel the need to relieve a few stresses (probably next weekend), getting my motor going might be a bit easier.

Of course, if someone wants to offer to wire me up, and get my motor going electrically, yes please! Or, they can take that electrical control a step further, I really wouldnt mind! 😉

OK, video. Well, you could say a nice pair of nipple clamps, fixed on to my nipples, could be just this?