A challenge for the submissive mind

Given that I really havent got any logical blog material for tonight (feel free to suggest in comments, or email me at robotunit8@hotmail.com if you have any), lets go with that good old faithful back up, a side look at a story I read earlier. Today, the fascinating subject matter relates to a story by that writing genius named Jukebox, and his story, Divide And Conquer. Link?

http://192.155.80.152/DivideAndConquer/index.html

So fine, the intriguing question for a submissive like me, with this story, is do I just let myself be brainwashed, which I would enjoy, lets face it, and run the risk of being Domme to another woman, or do I plot, try to ignore the pleasure of being brainwashed, and resist, just long enough to be guaranteed to be submissive to a Mistress, as well as a Master? I know, hopefully she would be weaker than me, last even less time, and I get to be thoroughly submissive, or should I try and resist, at least until I know she’s been broken, and then give in, and just enjoy the thorough brainwashing? Hmm?

No, I’m not saying what happens, you need to go read it, if you want to find out, but fine, it sounds like that helmet is quite something, and I’d love to be enslaved/brainwashed like that, I must say. Snag is, at my age, not an attractive target lol! But yes, I’m pretty sure ***** will be glad she, err, lost the battle to be the Domme, somehow? 😉

OK, the video. What ***** may have been hiding from her Master to be, when it came to whether she wanted to be Domme, or Sub to another woman, just maybe? One of those seemingly forgotten songs of Mud, no idea why?

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Lonely this Christmas?

Well, in the dim, distant past (last one was 2000), I tended to spend Christmas on my own. Since then, I’ve had company each year, but this year, thats not going to happen. Slightly ironic, because if I’d made the other call last week, it wouldnt be the case. But because I did, and believe me, it was the wrong call, I will now be working until the close of business on the 23rd, and by then, the others here will have headed south, earlier that day. The cats will be happy at least, as they wont have to go to a cattery, and I’m sure I will be more than happy with my own company, I’ve been that way before, and I’m sure that will be the case again.

I did jokingly look at flights to LA on the 24th, mainly to see what the premium would be for flights out that day, and it was surprisingly less than I expected it to be. But in all honesty, even if my favourite little apartment was available for a 2 week stay over the holidays, it couldnt really happen. It isnt, strictly it shut up for the winter after I left seemingly, not open again until April and May, but anyway…By the time I get to LA, all the shops would be shut, so getting food, and drinks for the holiday would be a bit of an issue anyway. But no, unless someone wants to convince me otherwise, its not practical, for several reasons mentioned. Oh, and money might be a factor too lol!

Oh fine, that wrong call? Yes, it was the Job v Clinical Trial one. I took what seemed the percentage offer, the guaranteed job (not a great one, both work wise, and money wise), or the chance that I would get on the research trial (More money for less time, more interesting, more, just about everything in fact), and took the easy option. Wrong! Yes, this week I heard the news that I would have been on the trial, so not been a happy bunny. In theory, if I’d heard earlier on Wednesday, I could have jumped ship, and signed up for the trial anyway. Unfortunately, by the time I got news that they wanted me, I was already within the 48 hour ban on caffeine, and though only just, I had gone over that mark. I did ring after work anyway, but by then it was too late in other senses, as they’d called in a reserve anyway.

Right now, I’m planning on doing one in the New Year, as my friend there tells me that there will be some interesting ones in February, and I’m only working until the 23rd December anyway! At least I should get there then, fingers crossed!

Oh, the job. Yes, I had the impression they just wanted some telephonists to take the cannon fire from customers, and in my first week, I’ve seen nothing to change that impression. All for a very uninspiring wage, too. Oh, and a company infatuation with stats (which I was suspecting) that could drive the patience of anyone straight out the window. In truth, they dont care about Customer Service, they just want to be able to present a high call turnover, at any cost. So if your stats are good (one of mine was far the best of the new staff), its not enough unless you improve on them. So yes, I’m pretty jaded already, and just trying to survive the next 3.5 weeks.

Lastly, to add to my joy, the bus drivers in Huddersfield are on strike Monday, so I’m going to have to walk 1.5 miles into town, probably in the rain (if forecast is correct) to get there! Oh joy!

So, if someone wants to convince me that I should look at those flights to LA again, with good purpose, just shout! Though if I believe one lovely lady, I’m going to hear news, 4 days from now, that will have me heading to Hollywood on a more long term basis. That would be so wonderful, but I’ll believe it when I hear it.

Lastly, the video. A Christmas classic from the very distant past, that sums up what my Christmas might be. Though given 2 demanding cats in the house, hmm?

The (Wild)cats Crept In, and 2013 things

Well, hopefully on Thursday they wont just creep in, and creep out again, at least not until they’ve won the Fiesta Bowl, and had a Duck dinner lol! No, I’m not really that confident, the Oregon Ducks are a very good team, it will be quite a match, though I will only get to see the highlights the next day, as it starts at 1 am over here, and someone has to be at work for 9 am the next morning! Thankfully ESPN America are showing the ‘as live’ highlights, without all the ad breaks the next evening, so even if I will know the score, I can enjoy the match. Sadly given my job in the betting industry, it will be pretty impossible not to know the result, even if I didnt look on Friday morning, so I will do so! 😉
I wonder where Collin Klein will be when I get to Kansas though, somewhere in the NFL I hope, but where, no idea. Yes, he should be in the NFL by then, as I will now not be going to Kansas until September, after the draft, and indeed the season will have started, so…I might be looking out for results of a team other than Buffalo lol!

Yes, holidays have swopped, now off to Rochester in April, Kansas in September, a change of plans. 😉

Oh, and talking of college sports, all the big 3 colleges in Kansas have made a pretty good start to the basketball season, long may that continue.

And now, on a lighter note…I posted up the stats for this blog on the thread, in case anyone was interested. Viewings are totally dominated by the US, hardly surprising I guess under the circumstances? Funny thing is, the most popular threads were all ones I posted in 2011, I wonder if someone is trying to tell me something? That silver suit one seems especially popular, but no one has yet offered me that special silver bodysuit yet that turns me into a cybernetic being, or even makes it look like I have lol! The bimbofication ones seem to crop up a lot too, but I suspect thats a Google search thing?

New Year resolutions, no, not really my thing, beyond the obviously cheeky one of resolving to visit the US twice this year! 😉 I probably ought to resolve to be hypnotised again, with robot connotations, but as I think its unlikely to happen, I cant see much point. Why, the person who hypnotised me has moved away from the area, and I’m not sure I can really be bothered to pursue the hunt to find someone else to turn me into a hypno-bot, even if she wouldnt have done so anyway!
I might resolve to wear a dress again sometime when I go out for a meal, but thats hardly sensational now, is it lol?

The video, well its a fun look at the Fiesta Bowl, and the Kansas State Wildcats. As I say, I hope they wont be creeping around on Thursday, but roaring in the face of those Ducks!