A challenge for the submissive mind

Given that I really havent got any logical blog material for tonight (feel free to suggest in comments, or email me at robotunit8@hotmail.com if you have any), lets go with that good old faithful back up, a side look at a story I read earlier. Today, the fascinating subject matter relates to a story by that writing genius named Jukebox, and his story, Divide And Conquer. Link?

http://192.155.80.152/DivideAndConquer/index.html

So fine, the intriguing question for a submissive like me, with this story, is do I just let myself be brainwashed, which I would enjoy, lets face it, and run the risk of being Domme to another woman, or do I plot, try to ignore the pleasure of being brainwashed, and resist, just long enough to be guaranteed to be submissive to a Mistress, as well as a Master? I know, hopefully she would be weaker than me, last even less time, and I get to be thoroughly submissive, or should I try and resist, at least until I know she’s been broken, and then give in, and just enjoy the thorough brainwashing? Hmm?

No, I’m not saying what happens, you need to go read it, if you want to find out, but fine, it sounds like that helmet is quite something, and I’d love to be enslaved/brainwashed like that, I must say. Snag is, at my age, not an attractive target lol! But yes, I’m pretty sure ***** will be glad she, err, lost the battle to be the Domme, somehow? 😉

OK, the video. What ***** may have been hiding from her Master to be, when it came to whether she wanted to be Domme, or Sub to another woman, just maybe? One of those seemingly forgotten songs of Mud, no idea why?

If they want to make me change teams at work

Then doing something like this to me, at work, might be needed!

or

Oh, I wish, believe me, would love either of those done to me! No, on a serious matter, I found out this week that I will be changing teams at work, in the very near future. No, nothing dramatic, doing the same job, just a change of team leaders, nothing more. I get on well with both team leaders involved, so no issue to me, either way.

Beyond that, a change of desks, which will mean having to do all the desk suitability checks again, but nothing much more exciting than that. In truth, I suppose it was fair to assume that working in a department, with 5 separate teams, that I wasnt likely to stay in the same team until retirement, but wasnt expecting the shift so soon. One day, if I get ambitious, or maybe I’m made to be ambitious, I might be getting my own team, as a team leader, but hey, I’ve only got 7 years to go to retirement age, but it might happen?

I know, its far from the first time its happened to me, at one time I was a relief manager, so getting any affection for any single shop was out of the question back then. And yes, in my last 2 places of work prior to this one, changes of team were nothing new.

But fine, if at my age, I get feisty about changing teams, would they like to convince me using one of these methods, or something similar? Oh, I only wish! Fine, I’ll have to go quietly, but this would be a lot more fun!

OK, video time. I love the whole 80’s feel, and look to this, and naturally I love the silver outfits, and fine, those space suits look fun too! No, I have no idea what they do to her, or how they do it, but if someone wants to show me how it was done…? 😉

You make me feel so frisky.

Yes, fine, has anyone got a brooch like this one, that I can borrow for September, and the wedding?

http://192.155.80.152/MadelinesBrooch/index.html

Oh fine, maybe I could live without the enhanced libido? Though who knows, if I looked that good, maybe it would be fun having the natural urges to match? Some would say its been far too long, and maybe it has been, though I cant say I’ve missed it. But if I looked that glamorous, and had that perfect a transformed body, then fine, it might be fun, putting it in action! Alright, given the supposed limit on the transformation period, I’d have to be careful when I used it, though seemingly, there is a hint at the end of what we have now, that maybe if you use it often enough…? 😉

OK, once, just to look good for my friend’s big day might be fine, but if that meant I caught the eye of someone, well…maybe once, or twice more, just to get a healthy sex drive again… ? 😉 Oh, and the fact it cleans up your blemishes too, given the state of my knees, I could wear a short dress again too, hmm?

Oh fine, sadly its only fictional, but if anyone knows differently, or thinks they can give me a makeover by creating one, or by other means, let me know! I know someone would love to see me get, and wear that flapper dress, but given those generally are above the knee in length, and the state of my knees, a ‘blemish removal system’ down there might be handy! Do they do flesh colored knee ‘stockings’, a la the body stockings, lol?

Mind, if I got said flapper dress, and knee covers, I’d probably want to time travel back to the 20’s lol! I know, I know…but…In truth, I probably just need someone to convince me to buy one, ideally by tampering with my mind, though being submissive, being told to buy one might work lol! No, I havent seen one like the LA one on Ebay, but have seen ones (admittedly from China, so not sure of quality?) that certainly look the part, but…I know I wont do it on my own, just saying…

But yes, if anyone knows of one of those brooches, or has a nice transformation chamber they want to try out, well…? 😉

The video. Found this, think it works?

Morality in a mind control world?

Its fair to say that generally in mind control stories, moral scruples are one of the last things that the controller seems to worry about. So yes, its fair to say that when you read a concept where the main rule is that you can only mind control willing victims, off an agreed list, or face the consequences, is quite something. But yes, I found one today, and rather good it is too!

http://192.155.80.152/List/index.html

Oh fine, I’d love to be on that willing submissive list, but I suspect they’re looking for younger, prettier women than me! Oh, and on top of that, its fiction of course, but anyway…its a great idea! Though fine, I might prefer to remember being controlled, than having it all erased as a fond memory, but hey, you cant have everything!

I would imagine the concept of morally needing to clean everything away afterwards might come as strange to some wannabee mind controllers, but hey, I like it! I suppose because both sides get the bit (or lot) of kink that they seek, but then at the end of it, everything is fine! Interesting to explain to potential mind controlled submissives though, but obviously it appeals to more than me. Hmm?

Talking about morality in your actions, reminds me a lot about acting, in that you get to play parts that really arent you! But yes, again, I always enjoyed doing that. Hey, I probably even played dominant type roles, and that definitely isnt me!

Right, video time. I have no idea why I havent used this before, even if the title in no way reflects Jean Harlow, you cant believe I wouldnt have used a song called Platinum Blonde by now! But in a sense, this fits here, as it talks about a young lady, acting in a role that really wasnt her, and though she started off enjoying it, despite what she done, she soon changed her mind. Me, yes, I’ve done some weird stuff in my time, but doesnt mean I wouldnt do it again, given the chance. Oh, and fine, I’m a Platinum Blonde too!

I suspect most of my readers will not have heard of Prelude, but you should have! They are probably most famous for the acapella version of the Neil Young song, After The Goldrush, but this is pretty good too, give it a chance without me needing to mind control you! 😛

Getting my mind set on…?

I must admit, when I start this blog, in companionship to my personal one, I was thinking that I would mainly let this one settle on the weird and wonderful world of science fiction, and mind control stuff. No, it hasnt worked out that way, but besides all that, variety is the spice of life, as they say.

Its well known that ECT is a very ‘marmite’ subject (for those folk who dont get that comment, you either are a fan, or you hate it, no middle ground), and fine, I’m one of the fans of it. No, no flame war, pretty please, this blog is about my feelings on matters, though if you want to comment for the opposite view, politely, feel free to do so.

No, I’ve never had it done, but if I needed it, and it was offered to me, absolutely, try stopping me from having it done, in fact. Fine, that might be down to the robot thing, it might be down to the fact that having my mind zapped by a nice amount of electricity would appeal a lot, and it might also be because I’ve heard plenty of stories of people who have benefitted by it, as well as people for whom it might not have worked so well. But fine, the anti folk dont want to hear positive things about ECT, lets face it.

Anyway, the comment that set me off on Twitter, was someone saying that all those people supporting ECT on the board, wouldnt have it done themselves, only have it done on other people. Fine, for some, that might be true, but not me! So anyway, when I post this across to Twitter, I’m going to make sure it appears on the #ECT tag, and say that if anyone wants to arrange an ECT session for me, in LA, next month, I will happily do it. Now this can be one of the anti brigade, if they wish, to disprove their theory that the ‘fan club’ wont have it done on themselves, or it can be one of the pro brigade, prepared to get a supportive blog on the subject, post treatment, dont mind either way. But yes, I’d love to experience it, and if it means I get the chance to prove to people that its not as bad a thing as they think it is, all the better.

So, if any of the anti crowd want to put their money where their mouth clearly is, and pay for a fan of ECT to be treated (or punished, in their eyes) by it, then lets go for it. Equally, if a fan wants to pay for me to be the one that has the treatment, and comment accordingly, or one of the treatment units wants to let me experience it, and blog accordingly, feel free to contact me here, or at Twitter. Fine, I know there might be some short term issues, but I’ll be the one coping with them, not you.

Fine, it will have to be in the LA area, or if within a short distance, you’re arranging my transport, but…

Anyone want to take me up on my challenge, because I’ll do it, if you let me! So…?

Video time. Bit of a clue in the title, as so often around here.

Whatever you want me to do?

I guess that given all the hints I’ve made on here, it will come as no surprise to anyone that I’m a bit submissive, to put it mildly! Lets face it, I wouldnt want to be turned into a robot if I was Domme lol! 😛

Let me add that I happily wear a collar at home, and in fact, quite often 2, one on top of the other. Not because I’m owned or anything, because at present, I’m not, but because I just enjoy the feel of wearing one. The one I wear pretty much most of the time I’m just generally at home, is a soft leather type (pretty sure its material, not leather) one, with the word ‘Android’ written on it, along with a few suitable studs as ‘electrodes’ which in truth, I even sleep in nowadays. No, sadly, its never shown any actual inclination to turn me into an android, but a girl can hope, that one day…I know, not going to happen!

The other is a bit more solid, a lot heavier, with a delicious metal ring, and a place to lock it on me at the front. That has got a leather lining, so quite pleasant to wear, but I couldnt sleep in it, because of the weight issue around the neck, and the rings, which would make getting comfortable tricky, so that comes off at night. But much of the time, at home, yes, its on too, during waking hours.

But yes, I wear both, purely from choice. But yes, my weird and crazy mind started wondering what it would be like if you had a collar that couldnt be easily removed? I know, some people do, and I dont tend to keep the key in a lot of the time, but its nearby, just in case… And then my mind got thinking towards the android title on the lighter collar, and wondering what it would be like to wear a collar that literally controlled you, just like an android/robot? Mind, body, or both, any would be interesting to be part of. I guess to truly do that, it would somehow have to be linked to your mind, nervous system, or both, and yes, I’m pretty sure technology is still some way off that point at present. Interesting thought though?

Would I wear one? Certainly, if I was told it just a short term thing, you’d have to try and stop me putting it on, and hopefully lose. Permanently, in the sense of total control forever, probably, but I would think about it. If say it had some sort of activation device that needed to be switched on for it to work, but had to be worn permanently (presumably because it would be linked to said nervous system/mind), pretty sure I would.

I know, pure hypothesis, such a thing doesnt exist, isnt likely to exist in the near future, or anything else, at least while I’d make an attractive victim (I’m 60 next year, for heavens sake), but as I say, I can dream. But if any ‘mad scientist’ wants to conceptualize about such a collar, and needs a guinea pig to try it on, let me know! 😉

Video, bit of a clue in the blog title. A lot of people think of the Proms, and think classical music only, but here in the UK now, things have changed! Fair to say that both Status Quo, and the Orchestra are rather enjoying this show!

The merging of personalities

When it comes to story writers on the EMCSA, there are a few that I seem to have a love/hate relationship with. No, not in a personal way, just the nature of their stories. There is one guy who either annoys me totally with his pieces, or I just love the stories, nothing in between. But fine, this isnt about him. This is about a female writer, who uses some most delicious methods to control people, but then has this bad habit of stepping outside my comfort zone over an issue like unnecessary humiliation usage. Her name is Heather, though it isnt the Fembotheather I’ve mentioned before, I might add.

One story of hers that intrigued me for various reasons, was this one. http://192.155.80.152/WorldsOldestProfession/index.html

No, I’ve never worked in the Worlds ‘Oldest Profession’, and nor would I want to, even if I was young enough, and pretty enough to do so. Though I guess, if needs must? Let me add that I’ve known personally a couple of ladies who have, a long time ago, and they told me that it wasnt as bad as the image might be portrayed. Fine, both of these women operated out of safe premises, not the street corners, but fine, I admired them for doing it, and thought, not for me though, thanks.
But this story is supposedly a step up on that, high class escort girls, and fine, the story did have me wondering what that type of work would actually be like? Fine, at 59, and not all that pretty, I’m not likely to find out now, but OK, it made me curious as to what it would actually be like, doing that role? Is it as glamorous as in the story? I know, not going to find an answer here, but anyway…

Her other story I read today that had me thinking, was this one. http://192.155.80.152/BecomingAmber/index.html

No, I dont think again, at my age, and with my looks, I’m likely to find out what its like to be desirable and sexy, through an alter ego like Amber. But equally, I do wonder if my latent, and currently fairly dormant acting talents developed because of that bit part Hollywood actress in my past life? So yes, it had me thinking, if I just let go, and became Clara, would my acting skills, and presumably her dancing talents shine through in me?

I know, this piece is purely fictional, but knowing she’s within me, and even if she never made it as a major star, I’m pretty sure she was more talented in that field than me. So if it was possible to just let go, and really become Clara…hmm?

Oh fine, I’d rather become a big star like Jean Harlow, but even now, that little edge in talent, that might actually get me some decent roles, fascinating to consider? But yes, I cant deny that I’d love to become Clara, on my trip to Hollywood, if only to see the city as she would, allowing for the differences in time at least.

A saucy promo, one of my stories where you could say that Clara and I did become 1? https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/576469
Go on, make us both happy, not a big price! Oh, and Jean appears twice too!

Video time. For becoming someone else, or merging personalities, one song instantly came to mind, this one