So you want to be a robot?

One of the interesting questions I was asked last week in that ‘interesting conversation’ I had, was to be asked why I wanted to be a robot? A very reasonable question under the circumstances, sonsidering the story that had brought us together in the first place, and the desires I had mentioned.

Before we get started, lets give a quick shout out to the first robot who probably hooked me on the idea, that feisty one in the original TV series of Lost in Space. For those who dont remember it, or the film, here’s an idea of what it looked like

Seriously, I am so jealous of him, I would love to have the chance of wearing that myself, though I suspect it weighs quite a lot, if you try to move in it, or anything.

But clearly, the chances of me being transformed into a robot like this one, slim, to put it mildly! Lets face it, its never going to be a sexy robot look, is it?

Anyway, getting back on track. I might have mentioned this before, but one of the things that appeals to me about robot life, is the lack of emotions. Oh, there is the totally being controlled side of it too, and I guess both relate to having the power of decision making, and feelings taken away from me. Brainwashed and reprogrammed, simply brainwashed, or just functioning with a totally controlled mind, the feelings are moot as to what is the biggest kick for me. Almost certainly one of the first two, but from there, its the toss of a coin. Just being a mindless drone might be fun, but would it be even more fun to know you’ve been reprogrammed to become the ‘machine’ you are now.

How would you like it done?

Well, in all honesty, any way possible! Hey, if you can find a way to make hypnosis stick permanently, then I’d even take that. But yes, alright, if I’m being honest, I want my brain electrically ‘fried’ to some degree. Be it with electrodes, a la ECT below

which is the far more delicious clip, but sadly cut short at the end. Or this one, which has the far better build up, but cuts out the ‘good bit’ unfortunately.

Yes, from my personal kink, a helmet placed over my head, with or without electrodes would be even better, especially with electrodes, I must admit. But seriously, having my brain zapped in this way, especially as in the first clip, would be wonderful, all the same.

Now, if I believe all that he told me, this could all actually happen fairly soon. And hey, if it was just play, then let me say he was really, really good in playing his part. So much so that my heart actually believes him, and is sure this will happen, even as my head is trying to tell me that is a crazy idea. But, but…lets wait and see.

Of course, nothing could possibly make me happier than it being true, and that sometime soon I will be turned into a mindless, compliant robot, unable to do anything but obey commands given to me. As I say, I so want it to happen, and he made me believe him that it will, but…could I really be so lucky?

Lets wait and see, but fingers are crossed. ūüėČ

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An old story returns

Its funny, isn’t it? You would assume that by now that a story written 11 years ago had lived out its time? Wrong, so it seems!

Yes, back in 2002, I wrote a story called ‘The Carolina Experiment’, shortly after my last visit to Richmond, Virginia. Funnily enough, just as I’m about to head back there for the first time since then, I start a flow of emails with someone about the story. Unsurprisingly I only know him by his ‘online’ email name, nothing more, but thats irrelevant. What is relevant is the subject matter, which in this case wasnt actually a true robotisation, but more about brain implants, and the effect they can have on the human mind. Of course, given it was a mind control story, its not hard to work that out! The interesting concept was the one that settings could be at different levels of control, from 10, where the person would barely realise they were being controlled, and theoretically be able to refuse, if something really abhorrent was suggested, through to 100, where you would be the thoroughly obedient, and pretty mindless robot. No prizes for working out which end of the scale appealed to me back then, and probably would still do so today!

Anyway, we’ve developed a pretty interesting discussion on all such matters, and its even headed into other related areas, including I suspect, ECT, also known as Electro Convulsion Therapy, or Shock Therapy by some. An interesting issue for me, as it was suggested for me at one point in my life, though never applied. Funny, isnt it, I probably would have loved it being done to me, but anyway…

Anyway, always nice to know the old stories dont die, they just fall asleep for a while lol! But if anyone wants to fit me with an implant, or zap me with a nice high voltage helmet and/or bodysuit, then ask, I’m not likely to say no!

Oh, and on a loosely related matter, I’m off on holiday Saturday, and getting my hair done Friday. Sadly, on no trip to the hairdresser has the following ever happened to me, but I can dream.

A good heart, in a silver suit

Well, given that the silver bodysuit thread still seems to attract plenty of hits, even now, lets go back to the subject matter. Sadly, despite all those hits, no designer has yet come up with a concept for a really delicious silver (robot) bodysuit as yet, but I’m still hoping that one day…though not with any great expectation.

I could jokingly say that a company called Proteus has actually made an absolutely delicious one, called a Neural Replacement Sheath, but sadly both the company, and the suit, are pure fiction. I wish they werent, but such is life I guess? Well, its not perfect, it only goes up as far as your shoulders, but its not a bad start, just needs a matching helmet, or something for the complete look lol! Mind, the suit does a wonderful job of controlling your body, so just imagine what the matching helmet/headpiece could do to your mind…swoon!

As I say, sadly its pure fiction, as are the Neural Reconfiguration devices, cunningly designed to look like bracelets. But, you provide me the look, I’m sure I can provide the controlled look. And thats assuming you arent the technological genius that makes the process reality in the first place!

Yes, seriously, a relatively new writer to the EMCSA certainly knows how to push my buttons, if only story wise, not literally as yet! If only he could do…I could be a happily controlled robot, or as close as you’re going to get while still human at least.

Whats that, a link to his story? Well, seeing you asked, or didnt as the case may be, its

https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/320631

Oh, and the author kindly tells me, that if you use the code ZZ23T when purchasing, you get an extra dollar off the price! So now its an absolute bargain for my readers, so go for it!

And no, he didnt ask me to do this, well not unless he knows how to do mind control, and if thats the case, where’s my NRS suit, I want to know! From here you can also link to his other stuff on sale, but as thats a much longer story, I’ll break you in gently.

Seriously, the ending might not be quite what you expect either. ūüėČ

Ah, the video, well its sort of apt to the ending, but you have to buy the story to find that out. So lets settle for the reason being that he’s a very talented singer from Ulster, where I will be in just over 2 weeks. Apart from that, its a great song, and a few ladies in the video, so all in all, you should find plenty to enjoy…as well as the story. Oh, her name, pure coincidence, I promise you. Well…maybe…?

New headset design needed

Yes, a rare event here, something that could be regarded as work related, in a sense. And yet, in a sense, its the perfect item for a mind controller to use, the telephonist’s headset, and for me at least, one of the annoyances in work life.

Yes, you’ve probably seen them, the headband type, with one earpiece, and a microphone that supposedly sits in front of your mouth, so you can speak to the customers at the same time as listening to them. Not literally of course, but you know what I mean? If you keep your head facing forward, looking at the computer, then yes, they are fine. Well, fine might be a bit generous, but they¬†get by¬†lol! For someone with a decent amount of hair like myself, they can still come off at the slightest opportunity, because they really arent tight to my head.

But where my¬†‘fun’ really starts is when I’m on the escalated desk, dealing with other issues, as well as calls. This requires you to look down at paperwork, then lift your head to either check details, or input information onto the computer. Yes, you’ve guessed it, it doesnt take much movement for the headset to slide off my head! To be honest, most others using the desk just grab the phone in their left hand, and type with their right, rather than using a headset in the first place. The snag is for me, I’m left handed, and you cant hold the phone, and type with the same hand lol!

So what I’m looking for is a cheap design that wont fall off your head at the slightest opportunity. So sorry, customising one of those cute cycle helmets probably wouldnt pass the price test for most, though it might still tempt me to get one anyway. But if anyone could design one of these headsets with more of a skullcap design, than that silly headband, well that would be perfect. In silver would earn bonus points, but in all honesty, I just want something that stays on my head.

So¬†any designers out there, or anyone who knows a designer, think it over, and see what you can come up with. If it comes complete with mind controlling electrodes, thats a bonus, but that might need to be an exclusive design for me! ūüėČ

The video, very loose connection, but as a tribute to mind control, and those lovely headsets and helmets involved in controlling people, here is

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ca7w73YOS8

A Robotised Mind

Yes, a follow up to the last posting. There we discussed a very nice looking robot body, now lets contemplate the perfect robot mind.

To ask how it would feel, is probably an irrelevant question, because the robot wouldnt feel, or more correctly, think for itself in the slightest. It would either operate by its programming, or the commands given to it, by whatever method. Personally, I’m a fan of the headset/helmet method of doing this, with an earpiece or two, commands can simply, and quickly given to the robot, and the command could be instantly carried out. Also, for me at least, the ears should be covered by such helmet, no risk of any other commands being received in this case, if someone was simply to talk to the robot.

But beyond the whole practical “empty mind” thing, for now,¬†I wonder how it would feel if you were c0ntrolled in this way, could feel it, but had no power over your mind and body? A pretty strange sensation I would imagine, simply being a passenger within your own body. Well, alright, maybe its your own body, maybe its¬†your body enclosed in a chrome shell, or even just maybe (though I suspect only in fiction at present) your whole body has been converted to a nice chrome shell?

But lets keep this into “reality” at present, as this is a follow up to the Graybot suit posting, and therefore look at that style of robotic control, and transformation. Given I see it as a suit, lets assume you put it on, and maybe can take off again, said suit. Alright, I suspect the likelihood is that once on, it stays on, but anyway…Equally, lets note that suit is purely a body suit, so if that young ladies mind has been robotised as well, then something else carried out that process, be it chair, helmet, or a nice set of electrodes, or more likely a combination of at least two of those lol!

Post processing, her mind simply obeys the commands given to her by her controller, by whatever means. As I say, helmet for me, maybe they just took it off for the picture, and there is latent control. Who knows, she might have some nice brain implants by now, that mean no helmet is now needed, an equally hot idea for me, to be honest.

How does that feel though? Would you just feel nothing, if your mind has been erased or whatever, not knowing anything until a command was issued, and then obey it? Would you even be aware of your surroundings? Presumably either your visual processes arent wiped out, or how will you be able to see to carry out said orders? With a full helmet, it would be possible to use some sort of camera system, but otherwise… and the Graybot look clearly doesnt use that lol!

Just how blank can you make the human mind? I dont really know, can hypnosis take you down that road? You can influence thoughts by the use of it, thats for sure, as a beneficiary of hypnotherapy in a big way, I know that, and am amazed by the results. But thats more about slipping into a trance, than any form of mind wiping, lets face it.¬† Mind control of sorts, yes, you could definitely say that, but brainwashing by hypnosis, I cant see it somehow. As I see it, hypnosis can affect the brain, but not wipe it completely. But can hypnosis take you to a point where you think you’ve been brainwashed?

I dont know, maybe someone who knows might comment here? Yes, I’d love to feel the sensation of being totally brainwashed and empty, but would prefer the chance of deciding if I like it before its made permanent lol! Silver robot suit a must if that is the plan btw! ūüėČ So, if any hypnotist is prepared to let me experience that totally empty mind, or there is a scientist out there who wants to do it by more ‘exciting’ means, then give me a shout! Sadly online hypnosis¬†doesnt work with me, plenty have tried. One on one, I go under very quickly, so I’m told. Clearly the scientist method would need my prescence lol, chance would be a fine thing!

Ah, the video. Given dear James is the one regular commenter here, I’ll give him a video treat, with the programme this is taken from.¬† Though looking at the Dalek design, this isnt from a recent show.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V27dA9K1QA8&feature=related

Brainwashing helmets

Yes, I had a weird dream last night, or should I say this morning, given it was after I first woke up, about 6, and then went back to sleep again. The thing is, it was playing to my perversions. Well, the robot/brainwashing ones at least, though I guess the helmet could have transformed my mind into that of a twenties flapper, but I doubt that was the plan lol!

Dont ask me how I got there, I woke up (in the dream) laid out on a bed, with a helmet/cap (skintight, I should think) over my head. Basically I was told that this device was capable of disrupting brain thought processes, making me incapable of thinking for myself. It could then implant thoughts into my mind, and I would think they were my own. No, he didnt actually say he was turning me into a robot, but suspect the control levels would have been that level of intensity anyway.

Now, lets face it, at this point in time, most would scream, and try to escape, but I didnt. Has to be said, the look on his face suggested I”d confused him by that reaction as well. I didnt actually tell him to get on with it, but…you get my drift.

Annoying thing was, just as he was switching everything on, and was about to start the process, I woke up, aargh! And though I rolled over, and went back to sleep, I couldnt get into that dream, or indeed real sleep again. That might have been down to my arousal levels increasing dramatically, a very rare thing nowadays, but anyway…

Where that dream came from, no idea? I havent really thought along that route much in quite a while now. And as far as I know, devices capable of blocking human thought processes dont actually exist. Well, alright, I know some say that ECT would have much the same effect, but thats for moments, not a long term thing, as he seemed to be suggesting this helmet/cap thing would do to me. What I couldnt understand was why he was doing it to me, not some pretty young girl, but anyway…

Only shame was that I woke up before the process began! I know, it wouldnt have been for real, but…would have been interesting to know what it felt like at least. For someone with¬†a robot fetish as big as mine, you’d think this might be a regular occurence in my dreams, but you’d be wrong, this was just the second time I’ve had a dream like this. Many, many years ago now, I had a dream where I was about to be turned into a robot, the electricity had just begun pulsing through me, and the alarm¬†clock went off! Now that was annoying lol!

Its not something I deny, that I’d love one day to play out a really intense robotisation, or brainwashing scene, but I guess as I get older, its less and less likely to happen. Mind, I could jokingly say that my back, and knees are heading towards the perfect amount of stiffness for a robot anyway! I’ve had one or two vague promises to do the idea (one mentioned on this blog a while back), but they came to nothing in the end. I still hope that one day it might, but beginning to doubt it now.

Ah, the video clip. I have no idea what film this is from, who the actors are, or anything, but suspect its pretty dated, its black and white after all. Sadly the sound only kicks in halfway through the clip, so I have no idea what he is saying to her. And to a certain degree, it ends just when it gets interesting. The brainwashing helmet looks basic, but still, I wouldnt mind giving it a try. I suspect something far more exciting could be designed anyway.

Any mad scientists out there want to¬†give the idea a try? They wouldnt need to look far for a ‘victim’ thats for sure!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ifO5fNwCnxM

 

New body please!

Yes, every so often I find a problem of being over 50, the body starts to hamd out aches and pains, and I start wishing I could either get a new one, or at least have the current one upgraded a bit. Sadly, fembot bodies are not yet readily available,  and replacement backs arent exactly yet available medically either!

Yes, yet again my back is playing me up badly, I¬†‘cleverly’ managed to step on an uneven surface on Sunday and jarred it up. I know, my own fault, but thats not really a consolation at present. I suspect the fact that my knees have also¬†been playing me up today is probably related to it, the fact that I’m adjusting my stance to compensate for¬†the back and all that! So yes, today I’m feeling my age, even if people keep telling me I dont look like I’m approaching my mid fifties!

So if there is anyone out there who could cybernetically enhance my back, let me know! Obviously the full fembot makeover would be even better, but as I say…not in my lifetime I suspect?

Or maybe a mind swap into a new female¬†body, now that might be fun!¬†Clearly can be done lol, you only have to look at the following video to see that! And yes, I wouldnt mind doing a mind swop with the blonde in the video, as she was then at least! ūüėČ I have no idea what film this is from, no clue from You Tube as to the answer to that.¬† But lets face it, this fits most of my fantasies very nicely, the helmets look great, and the process would certainly appeal too. Does seem the scientist concerned might be looking for some humans to try his machine out on, just need to know how to contact him!

A mind control film, what a delight to find. Only shame is its fiction, not a documentary! ūüėČ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynCnPlgH2fs&feature=related