I am your automatic lover!

No, seriously, I’m not, and you wouldnt want me as that either, not in my current human form at least. Yes, among other things, I’m 59, and if you want a fantasy sexbot, she’s going to look a lot younger than that! But fine, something happened today, that… well…I might get to find out what life as one is like! Oh fine, I wish!

Earlier this week, on Fembot Central, a request appeared from a TV company making a documentary about the current upgrades in sex dolls, and the challenge of creating a robot, that is almost human enough to be a partner for someone. In truth, I know most of the people there (to some degree, I dont blame them) treat anything like this with deep suspicion, and avoid talking to these people. Me, well, in my current human self, have no interest in sex, or emotions, but hey, anything fembot related, I’ll try to help.

So I have, and did. I spoke to the lady dealing with this research on the phone this morning, and in fact got a whole positive vibe to the whole thing. We spent about 40 minutes talking, and lets face it, I’m not seeking to ever have sex with a robot. Sex as a robot, now that might be fun, but with one, no, I think my days of sex, of my own volition are long gone!

Anyway, the chat continued, and it seems the company working on this development are based in San Diego. So I mentioned that I wouldnt mind seeing their place, and work, if possible when in California in May. So, said lady is going to check with the film unit working out of LA, and the company in San Diego, and I might be part of the action! No, I dont expect to be genuinely turned into a sexbot, but a woman can hope! Might get a makeover, just maybe, and then I could act the part, but…?

Oh fine, if they want to experiment on turning a human into a robot, I wont say no, mind! I suspect more likely the unit might let someone experience what life as a sexbot would be like (without the sex), that would be interesting in itself. To be fair to them, currently its in the very early stages of upgrading sex dolls, to sexbots.

So no, for now at least, I’m not going to say I’ve got that big US filming break just yet, but maybe, just maybe? And related to robots, pure heaven! I know, this is me, but…fingers crossed!

Right, video. This is a recent remix of a 70’s disco style song, and given I put up the original before, albeit about 6 years ago, lets roll with this. No, not sure which outfit I’d rather wear lol!

 

Just to add, if anyone reading this wants to help, or get involved themselves in anyway…

Raw TV are making a documentary looking at the evolving emotional and physical relationships between humans and robots. We are interested in speaking to people who have experienced genuine feelings towards robots, either emotional or sexual. Please get in touch with Carla on robots@raw.co.uk mid-April 2017. There’s no obligation to take part and all information will be kept confidential. Thank you. (Over 18s only)

Mind beating time, like clockwork

Yes, given how popular the more mind control stuff seems to be with readers, I suppose I might as well take this chance to mention something that came up yesterday, over at Fembot Central.

As is my norm, on work days, I try to at least get through all my main sites before I head off to work. Well, not strictly all, as beyond a few favorite groups, I dont tend to do a lot on Facebook, beyond checking on anyone that it tells me has commented on one of my threads, or has mentioned me, or, well, you get my drift, I dont trawl through everything on work days. Weekends, or more specifically, days off, I still do, but when working, I really havent got the time.

So yes, when I saw this headline on a thread on Fembot Central yesterday, it caught my eye, to put it mildly!

An idea for actual conversion, looking for willing subjects!

Yes, I know, I’d hate the idea, not! If you want more details, then go to http://www.fembotcentral.net/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=13494 as he would dearly love to know how practical, and possible his concepts are, so if you can help him, feel free to do so. Yes, fine, I’m definitely hoping to be one of the prototypes for this, absolutely! If you dont want to sign up to FC, well, his Skype address is there, and even I have Skype, so…

I know, it wont strictly turn me into a robot, but being realistic, under current technology, and stuff, its about as good an offer as I’m likely to get, at my age, viability wise. Equally, I’m practical, knowing my luck, it wont come to anything, but hey, it gives me something to dream about happening to me, for sure! And maybe, just maybe, I might yet get to become a robot, albeit an organically based one!

Oh please let it happen!

Right, video, massive clue in the blog title. I know, never do anything like that, lol!

Anyone fancy giving me a role like this?

Firstly, let me say, I never heard back about the bride advert role, before anyone asks. No, I’m not surprised, given my age, compared to the desired age range, and I’m pretty sure the fact I’m not resident in North America, and therefore would include extra travel, and work paperwork, probably played a part in that, but who knows? I also got asked this week if I was interested in a gentle break back into acting, in the New York State/New England area, but they needed me to have a working visa, or green card, which I havent, so not going to happen. No point in applying, even if I had the money to do so, because I gather thats the issue for the UK actress originally offered the role. Yes, they want a Brit, but unfortunately, US Immigration arent seemingly as thrilled by the idea, at least not in releasing paperwork required quickly! Such is life, as that would be amazing, but I havent got the money for the visa, even if everything else could be done in time. I know, just wanted you to know that my talents skills seem to be in demand at present, even if no work, and decent wages are going to come out of it, shame! I only reminded my agency I existed when I sent them some new pics for a diversity talent workshop in LA today!

So, OK, fine, if Progressive ever make ads like this, I might get a visa, by hook, or by crook, but for now…

This morning, over at Fembot Central, someone provided links to a couple of amusing pictures. By changing the name of said insurance company to Regressive, I assume they can get around the rules? I’m only providing links, not images, just in case! Given that I could see these without being logged in, I assume others can too?

http://kyo-domesticfucker.deviantart.com/art/Flobot-Tf-500366820
http://kyo-domesticfucker.deviantart.com/art/Flo-and-Flobot-turning-to-a-girl-into-a-Flobot-457735035

Yes, fine, I wouldnt look anywhere near as concerned by the prospect of this being done to me, as the lady seems to be in Image 2! A little bit of hunting found 2 more similar pictures, that all seem to be part of the process, and fine, the first one of this pair, I would love done to me!

http://crash2014.deviantart.com/art/Flobot-3-554676022
http://crash2014.deviantart.com/art/Flobot-4-554676439

Yes, looking like, and thinking as little as I suspect the bot in the last image does, pure heaven!

As I say, thats an ad I’d love to make, though I doubt very much Progressive would see that as suitable for their market lol! But fine, if anyone wants me to act this out, or do it to me for real, yes please!

The video. Let me say I know nothing about this group, but given their name, it seemed far too apt for this blog. Lets just say that the song they’re covering, I’m old enough to remember the original!

The power of the voice

Oh goody, you’re in for a video treat tonight. Lets leave it at that, for the length of the blog, at least.

At the beginning of this week, on Fembot Central, someone wanted a woman to do a vocal piece, a half of a conversation between a man, and a fembot. So yes, I said that if no one younger offered to do it, I’d do it for him. I have done these things in the dim, distant past, long before you could record it on to a program, on a laptop, for sure.

And yes, seemingly, its a bit like riding a bike, I soon got the hang of it again, just like reading a script. Fine, its a bit weird, doing your line, waiting a few seconds, and then recording your next line, to give him space to edit his lines into the middle of it. I’ve read scripts before like that, but all players have been there, so its easier to judge the pace. When you’re recording by yourself, hmm?

The other snag I discovered, when it came to do my lines, was exactly how robotic I was meant to be, I forgot to ask. Yes, I know, I was pretty sure he didnt want the monotone robot style, given she was a fembot, created to look like a human. So I played it in a clipped, human way, apart from where she was having difficulties with a malfunction in her system.

Actually, for someone like me, not an expert in technology, I had more fun getting it together, and sending it back to him! I mean, I’m the one who wants to be controlled by computers, not controlling them! Yes, the .wav things (I did one where I used the letter b, one where I used beta, as I wasnt sure which he wanted) I saved them as, was very large, and wasnt going to willingly be sent by email, not even separately. Eventually, the technical blunder girl saved it to her One Drive thing on Hotmail, and sent him the link! Yes, I mean, if we needed it recorded, we were all in one place, and put it on to a tape recorder, or cassette recorder!

Yes, fine, I loved the experience, it was great fun doing something like that again, after so many years. No, I dont think the tape will be going to Hollywood studios, even if it was fun. I’ll see how much he liked my voice, if I passed, I might be doing more. Yes, I’d love a contract, with decent money, for doing these things, but realistically…nope!

So, to that video. In honesty, Ultravox created some great videos. Vienna is the obvious well known one, but the barely known Passing Strangers is one I love, for the whole vintage feel. This one is just plain powerful, and far superior to the other one they made, for this song

More questions than answers

One thing that seems to happen intermittently at Fembot Central is that you will get a journalist, or article writer becoming a member, and wanting to talk to people about what is currently called Technosexuality. Now, when it comes to the sex side of things, I’m not a lot of use, its been so long that I’ve forgotten what sex is lol. Nearly 13 years in fact, next month will be the anniversary.

But the other side of the fembot kink, yes, I can talk quite well about that. And providing said person is polite, and respectful, I’m more than happy to do so. So yes, I volunteered again to say my piece. He was polite, he was respectful, and indeed it was a very pleasant hour and a half (or so) talking to him via Messenger. Quite handy, given he was in Chicago, I was in Yorkshire!

The thing is, technosexuality, for want of a better word, seems to be getting more accepted, though most of that seems to revolve around built fembots, rather than transformed ones! Certainly adverts nowadays seem to include any number of robot girls, of various styles, so acceptance seems to be growing, because lets face it, advertisers wouldnt use them if they didnt think they were!

No, its never going to be universally accepted, any more than LGBT ever will be. But if we can reach the levels of acceptance they do nowadays, we wont be doing a bad job! But yes, love for fembots seems to be growing, I’m pleased to say.

The video, see the title. Sadly no live pics, its too old a song for that.

A real silver bodysuit

I dont deny being the owner of a few silver zentai suits in my time, here is a picture of me in one of them

Some might have seen it a while back, but for others it will be something new. And beyond the avvie pic here, its all you’re getting for now lol!

Agreed, I havent actually worn any of them for a while, its the one change that seems to have come about because my days off are not always in pairs anymore, and therefore time to chill as a robot is harder to come by. The main snag for that with a zentai suit is the obvious one you can tell from the picture, you cant do a lot else while wearing one. Visibility is restricted, even more so when you need glasses like I do to see much. And obviously the sense of touch is affected too, fine for a robot, but not so good for getting things done, shall we say. Typing in a mittened hand is bad enough, try do things around the house while wearing one lol! Obviously this robot doesnt need to be restrained at all times, but if anyone wants to do so, and either ‘plug me in’, or ‘upgrade my programming’, well I might not say no!

I know some know my loving for the fantasy at least of wearing latex, and yes, a silver latex catsuit would be wonderful. But given the time needed to get into latex, plus my figure, and maturity, well its not that viable lol! Zentai is in fact very comfortable to wear, and quite good material, even if some would say a bit soft for a robot. Might be better with a metal(lic) breast plate attached, though how possible that is, I havent a clue? Eye slits, and a mouth opening (zip or plain opening) would be handy extra touches for long term wear too. oh, and a crotch opening of course, that was usually the factor that brought a robot session to an end in all honesty! Clearly if it looked like a certain robot from Metropolis, so much the better, but thats just being greedy! Skull cap type headpiece (with or without electrodes, functional or otherwise) would certainly be fun within the suit too.

Dont know how practical the idea is, I guess thats why I’m tossing it up here, just in case someone knows someone, or otherwise? Cost, you tell me, for the perfect robot suit I could live in for decent periods of time, and get on with life, well its worth a bit, so…but cant deny it, there are times when I do miss not just being able to slip into a silver ‘robot’ suit, let the mind relax, and let the suit take control of me. Oh, alright, the last item is pure fantasy, but would be fun.

Any designers out there, or know anyone who could customise such a suit for me? Would make a fantastic Christmas present to myself, I must admit.

in tribute to my favourite fembot

Well, perhaps other than me, but I’m not narcissitic that way, or dont think so at least. But alright, she’s currently as much of a real fembot as me, but we can both dream. Given things at the moment, I think she’s more in need of a healthy, strong robot body than me!

I’ll call her Heather here, even though I know its not her real name, and yes, I do know her real name, but thats a secret between 2 good cyber friends.

To say life is being a bit hard on her at the moment would be to put it mildly. I suspect Garden visitors know, any Forum visitors might well know as well, so I’m not going to go too heavily into details. But the one thing I do tend to slack on, is showing emotions and support on said forums, its never been my thing, and at my age, thats hardly likely to change! But I suppose there has always been a sort of bond between me and Heather over the whole fembot thing, and just wanted to shout my support for her at the moment.

My ‘real life’ blog has a bad habit of including old songs on most postings, and though I have no plans to do the same here, this posting is going to get one. Why, because amongst all the things I like about Heather, there is one thing that stands out, her avatar pics. I have no idea why the 20’s style appeals to me, especially the hairstyles, but they do. And guess what her avvie pics are! 🙂 If my hair was strong enough, and long enough at the front, then yes, I might well go in for her bob style.

It helps that I always was a big OMD fan, so knew, and loved this song when it first came out, and first led me to discover more about Louise Brooks, an amazing lady in more senses than one, just like Heather is today. I’ve posted this song ‘for her’ before at the Garden, but in an attempt to gain it a larger audience, here is ‘Pandoras Box’ for your enjoyment

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PMFKib_Byb8&ob=av2e